2005-10-02 @ 11:37 p.m. |
A list I stole from poolagirl I am not�confident I hurt�when I see animals in distress I love�art and chocolate I hate ...cigarette smoke and lying I fear�intimacy, spiders, everything I hope�I win the lottery so that I can buy a newer volvo than my brother's I hear�Harry Connick, Jr. playing jazz in the background I crave�affection I regret�telling my Dad' third wife I knew she was stealing his money I cry�more than Tammy Fae Bakker I care�about what people think too much I always�avoid conflicts I long to....find my soulmate so that I can experience marriage counseling firsthand I feel alone�everyday I listen�to what's being said between the lines I hide�my feelings and anger and let things build up I drive�therefore, I am (confucious, 478 BC) I sing�like a rock star in my car...just not anywhere else I dance�when democrats get elected I write�like no one's reading I breathe�a sigh of relief every time my car starts I play�the piano I miss�my dad so freakin' much I feel�incredibly frustrated without a car I know�all the words to "Total Eclipse of the Heart". call CNN I say� �Hey flippyhead" to my cat every morning I search�for $100 bills on the ground I learn�from watching people rather than reading books I succeed�occasionally. I just never savor it I fail�when it comes to love and money. shit. I dream�of having a house with a garden I sleep�very tentatively, just like I live I wonder�when I'll meet someone I can love I want�to be thinner and be able to get the daily show with jon stewart I worry�that I'll die alone I have....enough angst to replace all the water in all the oceans on the planet I give�up sometimes, until my shrink gives me The Look I fight�pain by sheer determination I wait�for hell to freeze over, so that I can finally win the lottery I need�a new car, love, an endless supply of batteries for my sex toys I am�creative and humorous, unless you count humble I think� people should stop killing each other over stupid things I can�t help the fact that�I have a lot of skills, but can't seem to be successful I stay�hooked up to the internet so I don't have to have a life Older Entries |
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