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Kungfukitten - 2006-08-22 01:46:42
I think you'd make a great "life coach" someone who counsels artitst and helps them find their inner muse and get to a place in their life where they can do their art, make a decent living and be happy. Also, you and Gaurdcat need to move somewhere nicer and safer with trees. You're a wood nymph hippy and need greenspace to be happy.
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LA - 2006-08-22 02:15:05
It's interesting where our control issues send us over the edge. I'm so deep inside my own head right now I can't even see anyone else clearly enough to boss them. Though I'd notice if someone touched 'my' stuff and made ugliness from beauty. I'd probably be as maddened as you are. ~LA
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non-fuckabl - 2006-08-22 06:08:18
What, no, I�d also be sad about the hedge. I think your reaction was normal. All power to you!
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Smed - 2006-08-22 08:58:46
I had a mini meltdown Friday night / Saturday morning, so I feel ya. Hugs.
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Poolagirl - 2006-08-22 10:39:42
Meltdowns are good. I'm sure you've seen the beautiful and awesome things created when there has been a fire. Take this as a blessing.
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Andria - 2006-08-22 12:32:41
This mood must be contagious, because I flipped out Sunday (and last night) over something stupid (not having my computer at home), and screamed and yelled inside my apartment, and now I'm sure my neighbors think I'm crazy(er). But sometimes, it just feels good to let it out and scream a little. And, if it makes you feel any better, it's nice to know there are people out there who appreciate nature in the way that you do, because a lot of people don't, and are ready to hack it all down and put up yet another fucking Starbucks and/or Jamba Juice.
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Seacreature - 2006-08-22 16:28:35
Mmm-hmm...frustration over things you wish you could control or handle, I know it well. I've cried and screamed while driving many times. It's fun to entertain the other drivers...
I agree with Kungfookitten...one day (when you feel up to it 'cause moving is SO DAMN STRESSFUL)you should find a place that's more secluded and surrounded by more nature. A place that doesn't have any fucking "gardeners". I would be pissed, too.
Man...People think they're so fucking smart with all their technology and industrialization. All they're doing is destroying more and more of our planet with the mindset that it won't have any long term effects. Assholes.
I remember reading your archives and yes, you have gotten A LOT better. Good for you. And (((Hugs))) to you during this difficult week. I know...these kinds of "anniversaries" are so hard.
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GoingLoopy - 2006-08-22 18:39:31
I have meltdowns sometimes too, and they are usually over something small that I have somehow turned into a symbol of everything fucked up in my life. It helps to have some sort of object to throw against the wall (not anything breakable, cuz you might need to do it multiple times) helps. That, and the soundtrack to Phantom of the Opera interspersed with multiple playings of the Violent Femmes' "Kiss Off." But I am happy about your empowering experience. That's a good antidote, too. :D
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Holly - 2006-08-22 19:39:15
As someone who's picture is probably in the dictionary under passive aggressive, I hear you. Sometimes I have no trouble telling other people exactly what I think, but then other times it feels as productive as shoveling the walk in a blizzard. Usually I find more creative ways of getting even with stupid people like hacker guy (can you hide his tools?? just kidding).
Hope things get better for you.
Hang in there, you are doing amazingly well, much better than I think I'd be doing.
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mpeacock - 2006-08-22 21:14:14
I wish I could know you. You are just such a wonderful person!
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