Comments:

warcrygirl - 2007-02-02 19:12:41
I used to have this little ritual, it sounds a little voo-doo-ish but it did the trick. I'd take all the photos of my ex, tear them up into three pieces and make three separate piles. I'd throw two of the piles in separate trash cans, then throw the third pile out a week later. That way they wouldn't 'reform' in the trash. It was my way of exorcising the ex from my life. I'm so sorry for what you're going through, I hope your little ritual helped you feel better.
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stepfordtart - 2007-02-02 19:48:28
BFs dad has alzheimers. Its a bad thing. It takes people away before they're ready to go. ((((hugs))) to you, dear. s x
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Kathy - 2007-02-02 21:48:37
I'm so sorry you're hurting over this, it sounds like it was beyond awful. I too hope that the ritual made you feel better. Sometimes just getting the feelings out and releasing them this way helps a lot.
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LA - 2007-02-02 22:01:45
That was a lovely memorial. I truly hope you get some ease of spirit now. For what it's worth I know the part of your dad who still was your dad loved you to bits forever. Wretched disease, Alzheimers, seals off the true self. But he was in there somewhere, Witty, and he loved you fierce. ~LA
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Poolie - 2007-02-02 22:59:03
Oh, sweetie! You did such a touching thing for yourself. Take care. I am thinking of you.
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kittiefan17 - 2007-02-02 23:01:38
your story made me cry so much...i am so sorry...just keep on keeping on and everything will be fine...im sorry, im drunk now, so don't pay THAT much attention to me...but you're fucking awesome and i luv your journal!=)
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Miss Hiss - 2007-02-03 02:31:47
Well, what you did was all just perfect. You did exactly what you needed to do - for you and your dad - and now you really do have the strength and power to charge forward and find what's (and who's) out there waiting for you. And the slut has melted away like the wicked bitch she is, and you can move on knowing she'll get exactly what she has coming to her: if she hasn't already. Love, R xxx
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Phil - 2007-02-03 06:08:00
You're a fine fine woman Witty. I hope this brings you the peace you deserve.
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scotvalkyrie - 2007-02-03 10:44:32
((hug)) It's all going to be okay.
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Barbelle - 2007-02-03 20:57:40
I'm hoping after we die, we get to see the whole plan and know the reasons for everything. I think your Dad has clarity of mind now and knows how you feel. He knows who loved him and who didn't! And I'm sure he knows you only had his welfare at heart and loves you for it.
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